Happy beloved Mother's Day Mom!

I know... deep inside it has been a while since we talk...
Mother to son... like the way we used to,
Big sister to a brother (that's how you always describe how special our relationship is)

And deep inside... I miss you ...


Even though...sometimes I do not appreciate you...
When you shared your wisdom, I show no interests at all

But this is the moment ... when you usually took a deep breath...

"My son is growing up..." you said...
But you cared for me... still the same way as my 10th or my 15th Birthday...
And when i'm Twenty Five... I wish it still be the same...


You taught me how to live life... no fear...
Because in your eyes, always you protect me, with your prayers, with your very soul...


And I know.... life is not easy for me...
Still all these years, I felt fear, I felt alone...
I wish I could still call out your name and you would be there for me...
Save me and my soul, one more time...

Mom, I love you... I am very sorry to dissappoint you
Mom I miss you... The world just don't feel the same without you...
This room don't feel the same without your touch...


To mom, happy mother's day....
I would trade anything in this world just to be by your side right now...
Just to wipe the tears away from your eyes...
And I would tell you ... I Love You... always the same as you love me too...

Happy Mother's day mom, although you might not hear me now...
I Love You.....